Which symptoms are characteristic of depersonalisation and derealisation?
Short experiences of depersonalisation or derealisation are quite common. However, prolonged and recurrent episodes of these symptoms can cause problems at work, school or in other important areas of life.
The experience and feelings associated with this condition can be difficult to describe. Worrying about 'losing your mind' can make you focus on constantly checking what is real. Symptoms usually begin in middle or late adolescence or early adulthood. Depersonalisation-derealisation disorder is rare in children and the elderly.
Symptoms of depersonalisation include:
- The feeling that you observe your thoughts, feelings, body or parts of it from the outside. For example, you may feel like you are floating in the air above you.
- A feeling of being robotic or having no control over what you say or how you move.
- A feeling that your body, legs or arms seem twisted or are the wrong shape. They may also seem bigger or smaller than usual. You may also feel like your head is wrapped in wool/ cotton.
- Emotional or physical numbing of your senses or reactions to the world around you.
- A feeling that memories are stripped of emotion and may or may not be your own memories. Not trusting your memories.
Symptoms of derealisation include:
- A feeling that people and surroundings are not real, as if you are living in a film or dream.
- A feeling of emotional disconnection from people you care about, as if you were separated by a glass wall.
- Distorted surroundings, perception of time, space and distance.
- Environments that look different from usual, blurry or colourless. Places can also appear as if they have only two dimensions and are therefore flat and lacking in depth. You may also be more aware of your surroundings, which may seem clearer than usual.
- Thoughts about time that are not real, such as recent events that seem like the distant past.
- Unrealistic thoughts about distance and the size and shape of objects.
Depersonalisation-derealisation episodes can last for hours, days, weeks or months. In some people, these episodes develop into continuous feelings of depersonalisation or derealisation, which may periodically improve or become exacerbated.